Today is the BIG day for campcraft girls team! Ardilla and I went to sch early but new foyer was occupied with red cross people so we went to the swing instead. Wanted to sleep for while but thn Desiree,Syafwani and YiTing came to us. Soon after,the sirs and ma'am came. Thn we all report outside General Office. Asyraf said he want to talk to us,ok fine. The first line he said was, I know one of your team members was down and you guys dun wan you months of effort to go down the drain riite? Thn back to yesterday's incident,when he said that i thought of Ardilla not able to pitch up with us and i have to do it with the reserve(Shireen) which sucks! So tears started rolling down my face and Syafwani accompanied me to the toilet thn Ardilla extra extra follow. Washed my face and went back to general office there and i forgotten what happen, think my tears miss my face and it came out again. Pass ez-link card to XinYu and she asked me to a corner and tell her what happen. Sirs and all thn started asking all of us to board the bus. Eh thn on bus, was suppose to sit with XinYu but Syafwani and Ardilla sat beside me. Like after 10mins ride,Syafwani started crying too. Ardilla thn said that they cant sit with me if not they will oso cry so she changed seat. Syathirah called and wished me good luck,so did Ma'am Masita. So many ppl tried to cheer me up but it didnt work. Mei Xuan and Desiree started crying and i never notice until we are reaching the school. I stopped crying but started again when i alight from the bus,idk why but my tears jus came. The whole team was brought to an area and everyone was told to cry everything out and really I cried out everything. Was really nervous when it's our turn. But what was the end result? WE DID IT IN 10MINS!! It was our fastest timing ever. Everyone was suprised and it's not a good thing to finish early as you wouldnt knw what to do next. Anw,GOODJOB GIRLS TEAM!
Went movie and pizza hut to celebrate this wonderful success. Watched Percy Jackson&The Lighting Thief. Its nice,do catch it k?
Lastly,i wanna thank the girls team for making this competition a memorable one. Special thanks to Sir Andrew,XinYu,Khaliesah,Masita and those who cheered me up. Thanks ppl,ILY!

Today had campcraft training instead of normal NPCC training. During training,some things happened. Dun wanna talk too much bout it but in short Ardilla got injured and was unable to pitch up things with us. I was saying to Syafwani that we can forget about joining the competition as we wouldnt be able to meet the timing and do up everything. XinYu saw me talking to ask and asked me what i said and i said nothing. She want to know what i said and she raised her voice saying im asking you a question so meaning i must answer her. She came to the front of the both of us and i told her what i said and what did i get? I got shoutings from her!! Eh sia, i never even say that its her fault wad. Haiz anyway,tears starting rolling down my face. The first thing that came to my mind is, will my months of training and effort go down the drain? And the answer in my mind was YES. So yeah,thn the team was told to go to a corner and voice out what we are not happy about. I didnt voice out. After much talking and all,i wasnt the only one crying. In fact almost everyone was. XinYu asked all of us to form two lines facing anyone. I was standing right at the back of the row but instead she ask me to go the front and stand beside her. We are supposed to hugged the person and say whateva we wanna say to the fren. She hugged me and said sorry for the shoutings and all. Anw,the pitch after all the crying was fine but timing is not there. We had no choice other than getting the reserve in. Shireen was reserve for basha so she got in and help. I was really hoping that XinYu will put Aqilah in basha instead. Eventually Aqilah was put in basha to help. And seriouslt you suck man!
XinYu,Ms Soh and Sir Zul say things happen for a reason. These 2questions hav been in my head since Ardilla was hurt and i havent gotten the answer to it.
1. So what's the reason Ardilla got hurt today?
2. Why must she get hurt today? out of the so many trainings we had.
I blame myself for it too. If i saw the spars dropping and managed to asked her to run ,thn she wouldnt be injured.
GET WELL ARDILLA!! I KNOW YOU WANNA BE IN THE TEAM TMR,SO REST WELL! :)

Today during Mrs Boy's lesson,i didnt disturb the class but was clicking on pen and taking temperature with Asyraf for fun like idiots. I did a little bit of thinking and reflection of what Ms Jiang has told me yesterday. By sending me down for detention,what will other students and teachers think of her? She is a teacher who cannot control her students and is not a good teacher. That's what i concluded today. And today i remembered this funny part during the quarrel i had with Mrs Boy yesterday..
Mrs Boy: Debbie,do your work uh.
Debbie: What thing? I doing wad. Walao sleep cannot,do work cannot,talk oso cannot. Aiya, i just shut up and do nothing luh.
Mrs Boy: What did you say? *come towards me* Say that again
Debbie: that again
Mrs Boy: You are very rude uh.
Debbie: Ya what, you say say that again.
That was what i remembered. Today campcraft.it sucks seriously. Dun wanna talk about it.
Im so scared for this saturday...

Firstly,this bloody bitch spoil my mood today. During english,i was tired so i slept but i was half awake as i was listening to wad mrs boy was saying about the oral examination. When its time for picture discussion with my partner,she came to my table to woke me up. Thn Marc suggested that we all take the pen and click to annoy her but i didnt even do thtat and she accuse me. After class,she asked me to stay back and wanna talk to me.
Mrs Boy: So what have you got to say for yourself?
No 1. eu sleep in my class while i was teaching
No 2. eu was clicking the pen making all those funny noises when eu woke up
Debbie: I wasnt clicking on any pen,i didnt do it.
Mrs Boy: I saw eu doing that.
Debbie: Do you have proof? even if you are police,you need things like photo as an evidence to proof that im doing that. Do you have it? no!
And i was half awake when you are teaching and i listen with my ears not my mouth, my eyes nor my nose. *SHOUTING*
Mrs Boy: Is this the way you talk to a teacher? You are very rude you know.
Debbie: Im like this,my attitude is bad.so what?
You are teaching me for the second year and you still dunno me thn too bad.
To keep it short, Afiqah&I was brought down to Mr Ow. So much for her serving detention, we just talked to Mr Tony and did reflections. Went straight to meet Ms Jiang for some chairman thingy and she talked to me cos can tell from my face that im very angry. She tried to cool me down and even said that i was very funny when i asked mrs boy if she hav a photo to proof or not. Once again,she said that everything about me is good except for my temper. Im a good leader and all. At least she understand how i feel. She said i should drink more water esp on a hot hot wed. She is really a good teacher to talked to and i enjoy talking to her. All in all,she just wanna make sure i learn to control my temper and drink more water. Not gng to talk too much about it. But last sentence she said to me was,DRINK MORE WATER!
Had campcraft,dinner,meet XinYu at 9.30pm and home at 10++
Finally sleep!!

ROMI! I got to pinch his cheek!

Today was release from class at 9am which was really really early. Left Khairuzzaman alone for social studies lesson.. Did the total defence thingy at Pasir Ris Primary School. The food there was delicious man,miss primary school food. Talking about primary school,its been quite long since i went back. Anw,suppose to have physics make-up lesson after that but Ms Soh cancelled it because she was also at PRPS and it quite rushing. Got back to school earlier than the others cox we got training and stuffs. Was really tired when i got back to school. Was late for training and really really tired,i dunno how to put it in words. Anw we trained and the team was very dead today. For the whole pitch,we didnt make any noise at all except for Desiree who broke the silence by laughing for wadeva reasons. XinYu knew that all of us was tired and she tried to make some noise and encourage us and stuffs but it didnt work. But at least to me,she played her part as a captain trying to get the team together. Thanks anw..Dinner at Mac with Ardilla,Khaliesah and Desiree. Sent Khaliesah to the bus-stop and waited for the bus to come. Desiree and I was sending Ardilla home when Ardilla suddenly told us about her dream of this funny ghost. Desiree was scared,Ardilla and I end up sending her home. In short, I sent all the 3 of them and went home alone...