I dun really have the mood to celebrate new year this year..I've been going to my cousin's house since saturday,not staying here yet gng there everyday. And for goodness sake its the same cousin,at least go to the other cousin's hse luh. Its not as if i only hav one pathetic cousin. Ok luh been to the other cousin's hse but its just for a while. Eating dinner at the same house for 3days,damn boring luh. Yesterday went to the temple to pray my grandparents and my dearest aunt. My dad drive us there using a lorry that he lend from his company. As we were on our way there,i remembered myself walking to the campsite with the rest of my schoolmates. Its exactly the same route! Went to 2other temples to pray too, super crowded..Was tired and i slept there for 5hours? yeah..
Today went to Bryan's hse,miss him and Shannon alot. Glad to hear that Bryan enjoys going to school. But still he's only 7yr old. Shannon changed alot and she hav become very shy,mayb long time no see. And again went to cousin's hse,but at least the other cousin entertain us by playing poker with us.. Halfway playing, Ann(cousin) called my uncle. Guess what? Haha never expected..I'VE GOT ANOTHER NIECE!! Bet my nephew Issac will be very happy cox got sista to play with and he wouldnt be bored anymore. Looking forward to see her,OMG!
-meeting XinYu to watch movie later..LOL better then staying at my cousin's house doing nothing but entertaining my nephew and niece
-wanna go back to school man
-and seriously cnt be borthered with how much money im gonna get for this new year, dun get i oso dun care.

I really miss my aunt.. When i went to the temple to pray her yesterday, i think she really makes a difference in my life. She used to be the one buying my new year clothes every year. Ever since she passed away,im only left with my mum to buy me clothing..If im not wrong,this is the 4th year she passed away. The last piece if new year clothing she bought for me was a strawberry shortcake dress. Didnt wanted to give away but its pointless keeping it if i dun wear. Anw i miss you,my dearest aunt.

I really wonder what's wrong with me being close to him. Eu aren't happy when im close to him. Eu asked me not to be close to him yet eu are. If eu can be close to him,why not me?? Can somebody explain to me..