Today had campcraft training instead of normal NPCC training. During training,some things happened. Dun wanna talk too much bout it but in short Ardilla got injured and was unable to pitch up things with us. I was saying to Syafwani that we can forget about joining the competition as we wouldnt be able to meet the timing and do up everything. XinYu saw me talking to ask and asked me what i said and i said nothing. She want to know what i said and she raised her voice saying im asking you a question so meaning i must answer her. She came to the front of the both of us and i told her what i said and what did i get? I got shoutings from her!! Eh sia, i never even say that its her fault wad. Haiz anyway,tears starting rolling down my face. The first thing that came to my mind is, will my months of training and effort go down the drain? And the answer in my mind was YES. So yeah,thn the team was told to go to a corner and voice out what we are not happy about. I didnt voice out. After much talking and all,i wasnt the only one crying. In fact almost everyone was. XinYu asked all of us to form two lines facing anyone. I was standing right at the back of the row but instead she ask me to go the front and stand beside her. We are supposed to hugged the person and say whateva we wanna say to the fren. She hugged me and said sorry for the shoutings and all. Anw,the pitch after all the crying was fine but timing is not there. We had no choice other than getting the reserve in. Shireen was reserve for basha so she got in and help. I was really hoping that XinYu will put Aqilah in basha instead. Eventually Aqilah was put in basha to help. And seriouslt you suck man!
XinYu,Ms Soh and Sir Zul say things happen for a reason. These 2questions hav been in my head since Ardilla was hurt and i havent gotten the answer to it.
1. So what's the reason Ardilla got hurt today?
2. Why must she get hurt today? out of the so many trainings we had.
I blame myself for it too. If i saw the spars dropping and managed to asked her to run ,thn she wouldnt be injured.
GET WELL ARDILLA!! I KNOW YOU WANNA BE IN THE TEAM TMR,SO REST WELL! :)