Hey there.. i know this post is gonna be really random but it'll not be to this very person.
Here it goes...

"Afiqah,Janine,Shidah,XinYu,Ardilla and not forgetting Desiree, thanks for showering me with love,care and concern all these while. You guys treated me like you biological sisters. You guys never allow me to face things alone. You guys are always there for me and to cheer me up whenever i needed you. All of you are equally the same. No guy can enter my heart cox you guys took up all the space in it.

I cant bear to lose any single one of you especially you, _____. (fill in the blanks) You are the one out of all of them who spent the most amount of time with me. Your sistership with me is the longest of them all. Without you in my life, there will be no laughter. And i know for sure that you'll be reading my blog. Janine can even remember that both of us ever said to each other, we dun wanna lose a friend like you. I can tell you the answer to why Janine asked you that question yesterday, it's simply because nowadays i dun talk to her bout you like how we used to be and she thought something had gone wrong between the two of us. Wa, Ms Aisyah can tell me that you're hurt and don't know how to react and that you really care alot about me. She also said that you love me and when i met with accident that time, you cared for me like crazy. Even without her telling me, I know it all. So you think I'm not hurt by all you replies? I replied you in a nice manner okay. When you asked me to tell you truthfully and i told you, what was you reactions? you just dun trust me...hais, text me when you feel like it uh.

And to you,_____ (fill in the blanks) Whatever happen was in the past, let's just forget it k. We're back to the normal :) Haha, i thank you for explaining everything to me and I'm sorry to have name you as a bitch. Those were just words of anger and i know they were very harsh. Sorry! Now, we're sisters again. Looking forward to do our hair together.. I love you, darling<3 "

ALL OF YOU ARE LOVED!

"School ended at 10am yesterday. It was awesome but i had to attend panal meeting at 11am so stayed longer. ChinYing accompany me all the way till i went home. Done with panal meeting and went to see the np ppl who had their re-test. Make Syafwani and Hazirah laughed.

The day was all fine until this bitch spoil my day..
Do you think you are still the closest to me like how you used to be? NO!,Shidah is the one.
I seriously dun understand you-what are you thinking about,what's on your mind? You dun used to be like this man! I waited for you to reply my text and i texted you because i was worried about you yet you were actually enjoying yourself and having fun with others. This made me felt that i was more like a busybody then a CARING friend. When I'm in need of you,where are you? When I'm in need of help especially with studies, where are you? There is always alot out there helping me but you are always not the one! When you are in need of my help, I'm always helping if its within my means. But i never ever got that from you in return, not that I'm expecting that in return but isn't that what you should try to do? I never speak up simply because i dun wan any conflict between us but this is too much.. Many had told me, losing a friend like you is worth it. But i didn't take any action and we remain. I never told you any of this because i keep it all to myself. Now I'm blogging because i cannot take it anymore. You used to say that I'm making use of you but now it seems like you are making use of me.. I dun wanna talk bout it anymore.
'Let karma do it's job'-Shidah

I'm now trying to overcome the fear of dogs. I dare touch a dog already and it took me a day to do so. Now I'm trying to let the dog lick me and i wanna learn how to feed a dog. Then I'll want to carry a dog. Alright, I'm thinking too much. But within the holidays, i think this can be done!"
SHIDAH IS LOVED! (for being the opposite of that bitch)

"Mg Ng is either going to give up our class or 3A2. Whichever class she gives up on, she'll feel guilty. She have to make up her mind by tomorrow and i really hope she will choose to take my class. I think she'll choose to take our class cox we produce better results but there is also a possibility that she'll choose to take 3A2 because our class got alot of people who like to ask stupid questions..Anyone knows what her decision is??

Went to the Army Museum and Singapore Discovery Centre. The best part in the Army Museum was the 4D show. The effects like smoke, sound, light, the floor vibrating and not forgetting the best effect,the wind. The wind was AWESOME luh. Had a short break before we proceed to the Discovery Centre. Our guide for Discovery Centre was Jade. Leon kept shouting her name like nobody's business and the 'So Singapore' video was nice but the merlion damn ugly.

Afiqah and Nabihah sent me home. Home sweet home, facebook for a while and bathe. Dry my hair while i facebook again then went to sleep after my hair has dry. HuiWen,YaPin,EnQi and Evangeline sent me to school for the PTM.. The Vice Principle talk for so freaking long uh. She ended one hour after the time we were supposed to end. WTF riite? But everyone was rather co-operative, no one like complained but instead we just sat there and listen.. She introduced all the home teachers to the parents and she told the parents that Ms Soh is Mrs Leong or Mdm Soh Chai Pheng. Haha, we all laughed. ChinYing waited with me till my brother came to fetch me home and now I'm blogging.."

"The last session of the Social Entrepreneurship workshop was fun. The coaches saw a potential in us in the first lesson whereby we had to form a group to propose ideas to the school. When we submitted a sloppy work, our coaches said that they knew we could come up with something better than the rest of the class. Again today, we were exhausted and did not bother much about the work given. However, Mr Logic (nickname given to our coach) 'drilled' us - asking 'What if' questions numerous times. And im Ms Logic.

In between we played the telephone game, our group won and was awarded with extention of 5mins break. And i think we didnt even claim at all. Role play and we were the best as said by Mr Logic. Aloysius's group was the most pitiful cox we keep 'drilling' his group with questions like how we were treated by Mr Logic. Haha..

I want it short and sweet cox im very tired from helping Mr Lee the whole afternoon. Looking for people to do road marshall is much much more difficult from finding people to go for OBS! What's with parents nowadays not allowing their child to go for camps? Its for experience lol. Maybe your guys are too pampered alr lol..Ppl like me wanna go also cannot..

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..Im tired man.. Bye! Amirah and Farhanah, I'll miss you badly.."

AWESOME PICTURE! I ♥ IT!



Sch was kinda boring today. Was at class checking mark sheet till 9.45 which was recess. Assemble at the ISH at 10.15 and went up to the hall for our post exam activity-'ABC of music'
It was freaking boring uh but the lady's voice was very strong and powerful, can be choir instructor man. Nearly felt asleep so went to the toilet with Emilia and ChinYing. By the time we went back, everything had already ended. It was only 11.30 and the teacher said that we're only allowed to leave at 12. Ms Ng gave out POA homework but ChinYing,Afiqah and I have already done it and we even have the answers with us. Shin Ung begged us for the answers like irritating uh. So went to hang around in the canteen.. And Ms Jiang talked to me :)
Was busy the whole day doing cards for SooHwa, Aloysius,Amirah and Farhanah cox they are leaving for Vietnam on Wednesday morning. I think Amirah's card is the nicest and Farhanah's the most unique one,hehe..
That Ms Tay thought we end school at 2pm and she went to school at 12pm and then realised we were released early. And she left a message on the class whiteboard as told. Waa,she should have texted me before going as promised. She broke her promise to me. :( Anw, but she texted me after that. Considered responsible of her lol.
I miss Ms Sabryna Tay.!!

"Today i just realised something. It is that i actually passed all my Mid Year papers if the CAs marks are not added to it. Even so, my EmB3 is 18!! Nehmind, i know i can do better!

Language subjects:
English- I know where I stand.. It can be improve if i make the effort to.
Chinese- I know where I stand too. If i can an A in PSLE, why not in secondary?

Combined Humanities:
History- Its so disappointing, I just pass by 1marks. I scored distinction for the CA and yet that's what i got for Mid Year. What is happening??
Social Studies- Yay! Pretty much surprised cox i scored distinction for the Mid Year paper and Mrs Cross even praised me. AWESOME! Surprised cox i failed the CAs,haha!
I'm not even sure which is pulling me up for my Combined Humanities overall grade.. hais!
This is like stocks man, dropping and rising as and when they like, but nobody know when.

Combined Science:
Physics- It only pulled me up for CA1. More and more formula needed to memorise as we go along. I prefer Ms Soh's teaching but I dunno why many is saying that she can't teach well. Well, everyone's preference is different.
Chemistry- Its the one tht pulled me up for CA2 and Mid Year paper. I sort of understand what Mr Abdilla is teaching. And i love drawing covalent bonding.. :)
This is another stock company but it seems that the Chemistry company is more to rising..

Mathematics:
I seriously dunno what is wrong with me this year. It seems that the fate between mathematics and I no longer exist. I no longer score A like how i did for the past two years. I passed Mid Year paper on the dot thks to Mr Cheng for adding 1 mark to my paper if not i wouldn't have passed.
I'm more determined to do well for the upcoming CAs and of course EOY! Mid Year had prove me wrong. I know i can do it,it's just the amount of effort i put in. Furthermore, i have given my promise to Mr Lee that I'll scored an A for EOY.

POA:
With Putra around, I've got no worries at all. But like what Ms Ng said, she hopes i can maintain my standard. It's straight A right from the start of the year. Ms Ng told me tht she was surprised the I'm able to score so high (86%) despite not coming to school for 3weeks. Haha and my trial balance would have balance, it was because i put purchases under the credit side, haha!"

"Today went to school and knew it would be a rather boring day as we've alr know how much we scored for all the subjects. During Chemistry, did survey and pretest and did corrections for Physics. During Math got back our paper, and to my surprise i got 1 marks added to paper 2 which means i passed my math paper on the dot. Thks Mr Cheng! :) Had a stupid fire drill practice and photo taking. It was individual photo taking and after i was done,i waited outside class cox i wanna waste time. Thn Ms Ng and Mrs Chong came. Ms Ng even disturbed me saying tht i got chased out of class,haha. Wasted about 1period,thn spend the other 1period doing corrections..

Went for training. Its Pass Out Parade today,yipee.. Its the day where squad 3 will be taking over, guiding the sec2s and sec1s. I'm not against anyone but somehow i think that some of the positions given to them dun suit them at all and they are totally not up to it. But I think Soo Hwa is doing great! The speech was long and boring but the video created for the sec4s was really nice.*Putra is really adorable when he was younger* Photo taking after tht,whole unit followed by individual squad. Squad3 got a little something from Heather..

Slacked around new foyer with the sec4s and alot of them kept wheeling me around. And Delvin is not satisfied with his POA and Math MYE marks,haha. I keep on telling him that i ace POA and passed Math,haha. Plan was for Ardilla to send me home,in the end a group of them sent me home. Thn went to Afghan to have their dinner after sending me back. Home Sweet Home!"

"Phew! I'm really lucky to have passed my Physics paper. Pass by 2marks, pathetic but still pass.. Wasn't satisfied with my Combined Humanities marks. Was satisfied with my Social Studies marks but definitely not my History marks. Ass i just passed History by a mark,hope my overall grade for Combined Humanities wouldn't be pull down after adding the CAs into it.

Anyway, I'm not going to dwell on it as much as others are doing so. Like what's the point? What has be done can't be undone. And my marks are not really that good but i wouldn't take missing 3weeks of school as a excuse.. I'll just gotta work doubly hard for the upcoming CAs and EOY! :)

Aloy bought me the sweet 'greatables' and i was sharing with my classmates eating them during Mrs Boy's period. The sweet is long and it looks a little like plastic. Mrs Boy thn shouted to Windon "Hey,why are you eating the plastic roll in class? Spit it out now!" The whole class laughed at her,LOL!

Yay, we're texting again and i love the feeling of texting you. Somehow the past seems to return cox we used to text like everyday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA PIN!
(her birthday and she bought me pokey when i didnt even buy her anything :P)
*got my belated gift from EnQi :) "

"Woke up and was excited for school as I'll be getting my results for sure. It was raining and mum dun allow me to go to school. I seriously wanted to go so i text a few ppl immediately. In the end, Afiqah cabbed down with Marc and bring me to school. The cab fare was $9 and i paid first.

First paper i got back which was also the most satisfying paper i got for the day, POA! I attained 86% and the highest was Afiqah with 97%. Was satisfied cox i expected to fail but instead i got an A1 and was only 11% away from the top. For those who failed, time to reflect luh. If i can get 86%, why cnt you guys? Its not showing off or anything but I've been away for 3weeks and i can get tht kind of marks.

English was kinda disappointing,but i got B4 i think. Nothing much to mention for English. Chinese was neutral for me cox at least i passed. Tht's was what i was expecting. Chemistry wasn't done badly. I've got 73%, great improvement! :) Mathematics was a total disaster! I failed by 0.8marks..if i didn't make careless mistakes, i would have passed. Math was totally different from sec1 and 2 whereby i used to scored A(s) as easily as ABC.. How i wished my standard could be maintain...hais

I'm expecting to do well for combined humanities but bot so much for Physics. Looking forward to tomorrow and hope it doesn't rain like today morning..

And idiots,nothing in the world is free.. Just pay for what you are supposed to.. Received service thn pay luh,bodoh. I just hate people like this. Would you be happy when someone just throw money at you like as though you are a money face? The fact is tht you owe me money, not i owe you. Dun act like you are the master or wadeva. Respect has to be gain and its not like you can gain tht respect in a day. But losing respect takes just a day or even a minute.."

"Somehow i found out that the relationship between my mum and I is closer as compared to last time. After she bring me to the hospital ytd, she came back, shower and went out with her friends. Wow, she had off for the whole days and i only see her for how many hours?? Yesterday night, she called back asking if we had eaten and all,my bro tried to be funny saying tht i complained of my leg hurting and my mum got worried. She was back in about 20mins time. But when she reached hoe, it was already 12++. She asked if i was alright and i told her tht my bro lied to her. Hahahaha.. Bedtime! As usual,because of my leg,i had to the priority to sleep on the master bed with my mum. Wa i didnt sleep till she slept. I kept on staring at her and she even said tht im crazy. Wa,we faced each other while trying to sleep. My mum was kinda bloated and she cnt get to sleep and even thought of getting MC today so tht she dun hafta work.

And indeed,she took MC today. I woke up and watches TV till about 12. Thn prepared to go to ICA cox mum wanna bring me go make IC. Wendy also happened to be going thr so she came to my place and my cousin drove the 3 of us thr. Wendy went to meet her mum thr as she nidta collect her passport while my mum and I proceed to make my IC. Called Wendy once we were done,but she still hafta wait for another 80 more before her turn so we left first.

Mum wanted to bring me to the food court but it was closed for renovation. I told mum tht i dun wanna eat near our place cox I'm kinda sick of the food thr alr. We thn cabbed down to my cousin's place as suggested by her. I love going thr cox its spacious and cosy. It's a semi-detached anw. Had lunch thr as Aunt cooked extra for us. Had fun with both cousins, Jereld and Jay Jay. Jay Jay is so cute! After Jerald went for piano lessons and Jay Jay slept, my mum,aunt and I left. We went to the usual salon and got our hair cut. Haha didnt wanted to cut but the both of them cut like very fun so i cut as well. Now my hair is really short luh. When i tie it high up, it cnt touch my collar.

Haha this is what i call a off day. I'm happy today cox i was out for almost the whole day and tht mum spent time with me. To me, able to spent time with parents is something that we should be happy about. But not referring to those time whereby they nag at you and stuffs.

Am excited to receive my MYE results. Wonder my hard to paid off,haha! "

"Slept at 3am ytd-Was texting Heather till 2am thn cnt sleep. Mum woke me up at 8.30 in the morning but i dun care, i slept till 8.45 thn wake up. Get ready and stuff thn went to the hospital. After that, had our breakfast at the hospital and home sweet home. Watched tv,facebook and here i am blogging..

Aww..so sad. I'm so gonna miss my awesome text buddy cox she is going to go to Malaysia for a geography trip. She's gonna leave at 1pm and probably back by 10pm according to her uh. haha. But no worries, she promised to text me first when she comes back before she text any other people. And she's gonna text me from now till she leave Singapore.

And yes! He is no longer texting,calling and talking to me on facebook. HAHA! I feel so happy man. I even deleted his number when i changed my phone that day. I feel so great man! :)

Cousins coming later on.. Gonna give them coaching :)
Kimberley&Kevin (cousins) AKA 2K/2 thousand
Darren,Debbie&Darryl AKA 3D/3 Dimensional
Thts what my aunt came up with,hah! and we might be going to Malaysia with my cousins during the June hols but dun think i wanna go cox its so inconvenient..hais"

'What an awesome day i had today! Woke up and wash up. Went to Tampines Mall with brothers and mum to meet cousins,aunt and uncle for lunch at Swensens. But we were there early because i wanna get new phone. And indeed,my mum bought it for me. Mum and I were the last to reach Swensens. I was bloated sia after eating thr,i had like 1 main dish and many side dishes.. Home sweet home after the long hours of lunch with them, our so called 'getting back' lunch. My family and their family didnt talk for 5years and now we're getting back.
My mum and bro slept while I explore my new phone and the other bro uses the computer.

Evening time, Aunt called and asked if we wanna join them for dinner with my grandparents and so we went. It was another 'getting back' dinner.but this time round with my grandparents. My grandfather cried when he saw us there, he was touched that we've forgive him for his mistakes and is willing to get back with him,thts my assumption tho. He soon went home cox he was bored,fyi he has stroke. The maid bought him home while the rest of us continue to chat.. My family cabbed home while my cousins and all walked home as they said they want to exercise,haha.

Home sweet home! And yes, gotta help to coach my both my cousins in their studies. Argh! Dun even think im up to it but am more thn willing to help them cox as i coach them, i'll learn and remember some formula tht i've long forgotten. Well, one of them is in sec2 so im fine with it,haa.. And she's damn kiasu,she wants me to start coaching her on monday.

Anw, was surprised tht mum actually agreed to buy me a new phone cox my phone is less thn 2 months old. Yes, the new phone is quite awesome. Wonder if Afiqah alr gotten her new phone..

Weeeeeeeeeeeee!BIDDING FAREWELL TO MY PRECIOUS 'AINO' AND WELCOMING THE AWESOME 'VIVAZ' TO MY LIFE!"

History paper today! :D

"I think the paper is average. League of nations came out so did treaty of Versailles and thts worth 25marks,half of the total marks for the paper. I'll at least get 20? Source based eeee! I dun even know whats the difference between source B and source C. The rest are manageable i guess, hopefully my history marks will pull my combined humanities overall grade.

I'm still sad sia, about the POA paper. Seriously, two and the half hours man! If Afiqah can balance, why not me? She still got time to sleep lol. I still remembered what Ms Ng told me that day..'i hope you can maintain your standard for mid year' LOL! how to maintain?? Its A1 for both CAs i took..!!"

My Quote for the day: 'i've got no ankle'

Today had Chemistry paper followed by POA paper. Seriously i cnt concentrate the whole of yesterday but still i tried to study till bout 1plus.

"Mood: 80% sad and disappointed with myself.. :(
I studied so hard for POA and hardly studied for Chemistry. I was thinking i might fail Chemistry and ace POA. But things turn out the other way round. I just dun understand why i can finish my Chemistry in half an hour and sleep for 45 minutes but not finish my POA in that bloody two and a half hours time. Seriously, if the school allow us to take the paper together and combining the time together,tht will be beta,much much more beta. Well im feeling really down sia, now i dun even feel like studying anymore.

Anyway, thks for the dress fird. :)"

halluuuu~ ok now it's back to me,Debbie updating my blog myself. LOL

"Well, i had a great day today. Went to school with Janine and mum,mum wheeled me while Janine hold on the my bdae cake. AWESOME riite? its a cookies and cream cake,yumyum. Reached school and was 'invited' by Joanne as she was doing her late coming duty and she gave me my very first bdae present. It was a bear from Joanne&Sara. The usual ppl waited for me outside class while Janine went to the canteen to pass my cake to the vendor.

Soon, more and more presents came rolling to me. And there goes the bell for recess,Weeeee! I forgotten who speed me in the wheelchair thn got ready the cake and stuffs. Once most people are done with the recess, Kabil light the candles and they all just crowd around me. Sang 2 bday songs, one for me and the other for Afiq and at first they cant make up their mind bout who to sing for first,and Kabil says i first,haa. But before I let them dig in, I cut 2 slices for Janine,Shidah,Firdaus and Helissa to share. 2A3's style of eating - grab your spoons and just dig in! Afiqah took the whip cream and started putting on my face. The worst thing was - Marie took a handful of cake tht had dropped on the table and threw it to me,actually it was my mouth tht kena. Well, the best friend of me also must kena.. Afiqah's face and uniform was 'decorated' with the cream, mine was worst thn her even my wheelchair also kena.. Afiqah got the present that I've always wanted. Cool! Tht billabong pencil case with the exact same design..

And YES! I've won Afiqah in the number of birthday wishes. I've got 141wishes while she only got 129. I've fell happy winning her but Firdaus says im crazy."

huuuuuuuuuuullo debbie's reader! :) its me again, Norra Shidah. Debbie's awesome txt buddy cum blog post helper! :) another post for you readers to read. so here goes.

hello debbie's readers. :) i'm her awesome txt buddy, NorraShidah. ^^ so i'll be posting for debbie since her computer is under some repair. and she hvr no idea when will she get it back. so for the mean time enjoy this quoted post from her k. :)

"I screwed up my social studies paper. I cannot afford to screw up anymore papers but maybe with the exception of mathematics. As for my leg, guess it's recovering well.

Today, my cousins and their folks came to vist me. We weren't talking terms for the past few years and so their vist was a really big surprise to my whole family. Heh, was really hoping that tmr isn't a holiday cause i hve to miss lessons again. But..oh well.

What's gonna happen in a few days time? Well, it's my birthday!!(6th may, i knw debbie :D) Many had asked what i want for my 15th birthday. I guess no body knw what i really wish for this time round, including my closest friends.(i knw alrdy, babe). Its simple, being able to walk... and i knw tht will nvr happen,(it will k babe, don't worry). Yes, many say i'm positive, but who knws what's inside of me? Would a active girl be alright not being able to walk, the answer is NO, never will."


i'm done posting for debbie, now. :) shall see if she wants me to help her again.
so, sayonara debbie's reader. and rmbr to tag! :)